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Tuesday, December 23, 2003

arukidashite

errrr sorry about that previous blog, and to ne one who suffered under my emotional stress, guess i dun haf nothing much else to say other than sorry...i shouldnt use anger as an output for my stress ^^'' well, ill hafta do sumtin later

ne who~~~ holidays rnt looking too "bright" but meh...*holds nose* my dad is painting the ceiling oooo stinky,

oo last night i had a dream and jade was in it! i dun member wat we were talking about, but i think i asked, "o.o i thought u left?" she> "no man, member? baka, i ended up not going." me> "o.o oh?" and it's kinda funny cause last night b4 i went to sleep i was kinda wondering how she was, lol hope ur hafin fun jade...away from all this snow...>P

hmmm forgot wat else i was gonna say....oh yeah! vic did u get ur present? ahh u prob wont c this..ill hafta phone u sumtime today to find out, lolz, well hope u like it..sorry i didnt write ne thing in the card :S didnt rlly do the whole "card" thing this yr, but u kno ur b-day oones r full >P

heehee, well im off, HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

~me

gas

u kno wat...ive come to the conclusion..that trying to help ppl is pointless, they never accept it, they never listen, ive come to the conclusion..that my advice is totallMEANING LESS AND MY COMP JUST WENT CRAZY fOR SOME WEIRD ASS REASON THAT I DONT UNDERSTAND SO WTH!!!!!!!!! GRR!!!! ARRGGHHHH THROW IT AT ME WHY DONT U! u_u heh..silence...i hate it...specially at this time at night..i feel all alone....well..u kno wat, hahahahaha, very funny world, this wont get to me....screw around with my computer and my friends..thks...*all sarcasm intended* i know what i gotta do..i kno...X( even if there's no one to help me get there...cept for him. wish u were here.

~one sad sad lil girl. (dun worry about me, worry about ppl who need ur prayers...cause mine do shit.)